I really SUCK at blogging. I don't even know how to post a freakin' picture on here. Plus I don't have any idea what to talk about. Hmmm, should it be my diet (or lack thereof), my anxiety attacks, the weather, the Sensations drill team, my husbands job situation, my stress about paying the bills, the snow, my sinus infection (going on 3 weeks!), my awesome kids and grandkids, stress about my son getting married/not getting married, my online college class, my primary calling, my job, working out, my third plastic surgery coming up on my stomach, (three times is the charm) what what???
Life is way too complicated. I decided I want to go back to around 1979. The year before I graduated from high school. No bills to worry about, I actually HAD a metabolism and could eat whatever I wanted, (I remember eating the BEST brownies in the world that our HS cafeteria made every single day with milk, sighhhh, those were the days....), no mortgages, kids, stress, life was good! I know life is good now in many ways, but it's just soooo hard and complicated. I really try and pray with sincerity every single morning for God to help me make it through one more day. I just take one day at a time, thats all I can do right now.
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